actually that is wrong. she always told me that she would be exclusive to me and that she loves me. I never cheated or lied to her. she is my first and only. today she says she can't trust me out of the clear blue and that she wants to do that. I hate the whole thing. lol it has me so worked up thatmy buddy took me out to eat and to get drinks because my blood pressure is through the roof. I never slept with anyone else and expected her to hold up her part of the agreement too. this changes everything. it shows she has lied to me. it shows she has no values or moral and is trash in my book. I am very upset and seriously close to calling her up and telling her to go obsenity herself. I don't work 60 hours a week to be wildly successful for nothing. I wanted to provide for her forever. well forget her now.