Ahem.

I know a lot of you & we talk.

I was trying out a new relationship but he STILL didn't understand Pixies so I've given up. There were other things (layaboutness, etc.) but I know I have to toss him tho' he can be loving.

I've talked to Pixies about him & I've just realized most of the Pixies to whom I talk are in long-term relationships.

Lil has mentioned admiring women like me & osuche (who has since settled down) . . . We're out & about, trying different men on for size but those who are in solid relationships don't like the same things in their men for which I'm breaking up with mine.

It's hard to explain.

I don't commit because of a big red X that I don't feel I can get over.

People who have been in relationships a long time say the big X makes them stronger.

*shrug*

I guess I'm looking for what brings us together.