Hiya sorry i don't reply much, but if you're still having problems with anger managment etc, you can drop me a line any time email or msn
iikiibuu@hotmail.com
And i'll do what i can to listen and chat. I may be able to pass on things i found useful and things i've had to adapt to keep on top of things. Something i've found for example is one thing will not work forever you have to keep at it. Because you can fight a demon one day, but the thing about them is you have to fight them the next day and then the next and so on and so forth they never really go away. You just need to learn to endure and be strong.
And i know it's hard. But the best way i'm finding out at the moment although at cost to myself some times is to control my anger before it gets angry if you know what i mean. To try and keep yourself from walking through the red mist stage. Although if you're like me it can put severe strain on your health, mind and body sometimes. I would always prefer this than the alternative. Anyway i know it all sounds doom and gloom and for that i do apologise. And rather than ramble on and lecture you i'll just say that if you want to hear what i have to say just give me an email and i'll see what i can do to help.