OK, I want to say a few things, and i will try to be as gentle as possible.

1. you have stated that this guy has a few issues you don't trust him with. Take TIME to rebuild that trust! Don't just automatically jump back in believing everything he says to you just beucase he says it. Make him prove hiself.

2. You have made a decision to abort rather quickly it seems. I may be wrong, there could be a whole thought process you aren't sharing with us. If there is, that's cool. Please think this through very very carefully. Abortion is a permanant thing - you can't undo it once it's done. Adoption is a less pernamant option.

3. Kudos to you for realizing you are not ready to raise a child instead of trying to do it and fucking it up. That may sound harsh, but as a school teacher I see kids every day that have parents taht had them before they were ready, and as a result, they fucked up their kids. I'm glad you realize you aren't ready for this.

4. HOWEVER...
this may get a little sensitive. Let me first say this - I am pro-life. But, i've also never been in a situation where i needed or wanted an abortion, so i really can't understand what you are feeling.
As I said before, i'm glad that you realize you are not mature enough to raiase a child right now. But please don't use abortion as your method of birth control. You've fucked up, you want an abortion. I don't understand it, but the courts say taht's your right to exercise taht option. What I would hate to see is you learning nothing from this, taking no precautions the next time you have sex. Please, please please PLEASE protect yourself and avoid this situation in the future... PLEASE PLEASE PELASE PLEASE PLEASE.

5. Take some time to reevaluate your relationship - I"m still not convinced this dude isn't a snake.

I hope you take my words to heart. This is the sincerest advice that i can offer to you.

LAW