It's not a broken heart Missy.

It is our spirit that is broken and the pain from this envelops us to the very essence of our being.

You have suffered a loss and now you are grieving. We all do in our own way and our own time. There is not a schedule or a set time to grieve.

There are five stages that people go through.....

denial, anger, bargaining,depression and finally acceptance, though not in any specific order. In one day a person can fluctuate between them all. It is the end result that is the most important, that being acceptance. It is not easy to lose what you hold dear and a breakup can be compared to a death for in reality it is the ending of the relationship.

Read up on these five stages and I am sure it will help you understand more of what exactly you are feeling and why. Your just being human Missy. I hope for you better days ahead.