I have to say that I feel kinda foolish but in all my 40 years a couple relationships and one marriage that ended i have never expierenced anything like this before. Lilith not being able to sleep or eat is the least of it, i can't seem to function normally. The tears just won't stop flowing 24-7. Like I said i feel a little foolish because of it but i can't seem to snap out of it. Everyone says move on find someone else that's the last thing in the world I would want right now. There is no such thing as replacing a person with someone else. Especially someone who means so much to me. I can't imagine how things are going to be. The loss is so enormous and so overwhelming. So much so that I have expierenced death of loved ones and for some reason this feels worse. Maybe something is wrong with me but I do believe that the phrase a broken heart is not just a myth.

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Missy