we talked about it and all... him and his friend were watching porn and were really horny so they were "experimenting" which i dont see anything wrong with so i really dont understand why i was such a bitch about it.

the reason he told me is because we are extremely open with each other. we dont really hold ANYTHING back. and when i had asked him if he had ever thought about doing it with another guy before, thats when he told me. And i had told him several times before that, that the thought of him with another guy was a very arousing thought.

Its STILL an arousing thought to think of him with any other guy except a guy he actually knows, which i really dont understand.

but anyways, thank you guys for your imput. it helped. now to try working this one out.

*sigh* i hate being a bitch like this. it makes me feel like shit afterwards. NO MI GUSTA!