axe... Many of us know first hand how hard it is to be left behind. Sometimes we are told the reason... and even sometimes we logically understand... but logic has nothing to do with the heart. I can sit here and tell you Logically that you will be okay... that time heals... and that you deserve complete happiness... that you deserve to be loved 100% and equally.... but after saying all this I realize that your heart is not going to understand altho I have no doubt that your brain already does.

Allow your heart time to catch up with all of this... yeah... your heart is going to hurt for awhile... and the ache will last even longer... just be patient with yourself. Losing someone in this way is often worse than had they actually died... I know.. sounds odd.. but it is true. Rejection of any sort is hard to handle... but when it comes to someone rejecting your love... that is almost impossible... but it can and will in time be done.

I know of what I speak.. it wasn't forever ago that I too was left behind.. no reason... no explanation... no signs.. so I know too well the pain of it all. I am still here... some time later... it didn't kill me (altho there were moments that I thought it would).. and the lonelyness is not constant... time has healed... it is amazing how resiliant our hearts truely are... because when push comes to shove.. it is our hearts that realize that in order to move on... we must let go.

All will be well Axe.. I know this of all things........