AV- I am so sorry honey, to hear about your situation. I know how horrible a heartache can be, and I'm sorry you're having to endure it now.

I can't give you any advice but I can share a tiny bit of experience with you. I've lived for 49 years and had my share of hurts, disappointments, bullshit. There were times that I felt sure I wouldn't be able to handle it, didn't have the inner resources, the well was just too empty...

But I can honestly say that at some later point, I was able to look back at that hurtful experience and see that I was better off now for not being in the same boat I was in at the time... make sense? I know it sounds like a load of crap to you right now, it would to me too... but please hang in there and one of these days you'll see what I mean.

Also... AV? I agree that if you feel this man is "it", what have you got to lose by squaring your shoulders and laying your cards on the table? If it's worth having, it's worth fighting damn hard for!


((((AV))))

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