AV,

Kaelynn is giving you very sound advice. Listen to her. She's a gen-i-us.

I really hurts me to see you going through this. And t hurts me even more to hear you say that single by choice is the only way to go. It isn't. I know that right you feel like your heart has been ripped out and stampeded by a herd of buffalo, or maybe worse. But time will heal. That's cliche, but I swear it. things don't get to be cliche unless they're true most of the time.

Every relationship is a gamble. You invest yourself in it, and sometimes it works. Sometimes it doesn't. When it doesn't work we find ourselves going through exactly what you are doing right now. But the emotion you will feel when it does pay off is ten times stronger than anything you've ever felt before and totally worth the risk.

I am a firm believer that there is someone for everyone, and I hate to see you miss out on what could be an awesome, lifechanging experience foryou just because you're scared. I know it's frightening right now, but you can't let your fear run your life. so for now, take sometime for yourself. Lean on your friends, go out and do shit, DO NOT pin yourself up in your room. Also, don't call him. I'm assuming he broke up with you and if he did, there had to ahve been a reason, good or bad. If you are constantly calling him and all up in his grill, that pushes him further away and you sever any chance for a relationship.

Time. Time. Time. it really does heal all wounds.

I'll be thinking of you.

LAW