((((((((AV))))))))) hope your heart begins to feel better soon .... but can I just give you something to think about ... and I give this as someone who has lived a long time and played it safe with my heart for most of that time .... I believe (with wisdom of one who cannot reverse these decisions in my own life) that love is always a gift and that it always has the ability to bring us joy .... even when it doesn't last it can leave us a better person (if we let it) and that makes it worth trying again ... I'm only now in an emotional place in my life where I can move forward in those beliefs ... and it is so much harder after soooo many years doing it the other way.

Give yourself sufficient time to recover, time to discover what you would like to do different the next go around and then go looking for love ... with hope (not desperation) and find it where you will .... if not in romance, that enjoy love of friends, family, etc. I wish you all the BEST!!!!