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I know this topic has been covered over and over and over again but...every story has a different twist...and in need of different levels of comforting. After 6 months of dating the guy of my dreams, it has ended. I knew that our relationship wasn't perfect but even still I never wanted it to end. I cried for about 4 hours straight...and still going off and on since Saturday night. Seems like it only feels worse when your family keeps bugging you to talk about it and you don't want to. I've gond through the "I just want to die" phase to the "What's so wrong with me?" phase. I guess it hurts so bad because, as corny as it may sound, he was the first guy that I was truly ever in love with. So much so that he was my first (and I don't regret it in the slightest). Is it wrong that I keep hoping that he comes back to me? I feel selfish for wanting that but it's how I feel. I honestly saw us getting married some day...and now that that doesn't seem to be the case, I feel so lost.