Maybe I'm just really drunk tonite...I dunno...granted many of you may just blow this off....

however....over the last little while, (and here is where there yelling comes in) things have taken a noticeable change around here. whether anyone wants to admit it or not, there have been certain changes. i'm not talking about the picture change policy garbage either (although people do seem to be hung up over that one).

when we have member like CGT taking off because they don't feel welcome, well it kind of makes one wonder. and don't get me wrong i now can see why she left.

so i guess what i am saying, and this will sound immature, but this board has became very immature. and it really makes no sense for me to say this. i know the hardcore pixier's will say, "what the fuck? no it's not." but it is.

in my year or so of active posting, i have never felt fully welcome. there seems to be little "cliques" if you will, and well hell, i have never fit into any of them. and looking back on things i'm kind of gald i never did. there are certain memebers here who i have had "frustrations" with (and i think they know who they are).

so i guess what i am saying is that i'm giving my resignation as a pixie. for those of you who actually cared to hear what i ever had to say, sorry for leaving. as for the rest of you. hell you won't even notice i am gone. CGT knew what she was doing when she left. she made a wise move in my opinion. i for one, was also sick of the America bashing that you all so lovingly try to hide and get out of. fact of the matter is "lovies," a lot of you try so hard to please everyone esle that you don't even make an attempt to stand for what you believe in. it's disgusting. have some pride once in awhile. it won't kill ya. if anything, you might piss someone off. who gives a fuck. quit trying to please the masses.

you folks try to live in "perfect" world where there are no "arguments" or "bashing." instead you try to use half ass and coy tactics to get your bashing across beacuse the 18 other joe blows are on the anti-Bush side.

thats fucked

Take care. Hope to stay in touch with the few pixies i actually enjoy talking too. you know where to find me.

waltaja

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