something stoopid to read
 

Broken dreams
And a shattered heart
I feel my world’s been blown apart
I’m dead inside
Just a shell
Waking each day
In my living hell
My life is moving
None too fast
Too much time to think
About my past
I look in the sky
And give a shout
I look inside
I always doubt
That there’s a light
To guide the way
And someday soon
I’ll just fade away


The clouds are parting
The sun is shining
All is well no use in crying
Death comes swiftly
But none too fast
‘What’s the point?’
I always ask
All I know is pain
All I feel is rain
Falling upon my head
I try to be good
But inside I sometimes feel dead
But if it takes me to suffer for
Others to feel the love
Then I’ll have to do what I have to do
To let the world know what’s up

A twiztd mind
Coming up with twiztd crimes
Living with the ignorance of others
Never knowing the touch of a lover
Mama didn’t love me
Papa didn’t care
No help from teacher
She was too worried about her hair
Walking down the street
The only view is my shoes
Thinking about my life and not knowing what to do
Doesn’t any one see the pain in my eye?
Doesn’t anyone since the flame deep inside?
All I want is for someone to see
That’s there more than this to me
I bear my soul through this pin
I’ll keep on till the end
And maybe after I’m dead
The world will finally see
That there was much more to me
Than what was to be seen
An then they will know how hard it is to be me


oh yeah, if anybody wants a night owl that can kind of cook clean and play good music and write and a bunch of other stuff let me know, lol, anything is better than having to live on the streets