some poems i wrote over the last few weeks
 

in this life by Ian OziJuggalo Vincent

In this life
No one truely likes to be alone
There is always some one there
Just pick up the phone
But there is a page in the book
Written for you
Of Hard times and Bad luck
To see what you would do
But how you React
Can affect your life for ever
And can effect the ones you love
So your never realy together

But keep good times in your mind
And bad times in your past
Cause friendships come first
and thats some thing that will last
Good friends Dont come easy
And this i know
Can be hard to tell
whos real
And whos just putting on a show
But cheris the ones you have
they will be there when your in need
with a true friend you know
there is no such thing as greed

dont know


I dont know what happend
or what i did to change your mind
you say that you are over me
but its going to take me time
Im not as strong as you
cause my love for you is like glue
I found some new emotions
That i was not use to
You took the time with me
Were nobody else ever did
If it had been any one else
I probly would have hid
I gave you lots of love
And you seemed to give it back
Thing is we were both scared
We Both know thats a fact
You were scared of us
And letteing some 1 in
You did not want to share your love
Thats only ment for catelin
I was scared to drop my gaurd
Cause of fear of getting hurt
But i got to learn to do that
Cause if im going to play with fire
I got to get use to getting burn't
Truth is your my first real love
And i throught we had strong ties
That is why its hard for me to say good bye
I saw more then you
After you saw more in me
You said we can deal with any thing
If we can just get past newie
I finaly got it behind me
But it seems a little to late
But if i had the chance
To do it again
I wouldn't hesatate.....

im a juggalo

Im A juggalo in need of some family Love
I finaly looked up
but theres no guidince from above
But he is not there
or he is not listning
i feel like im in hell
and my heart is sizzling
i got a lot on my plate
and it hurts so much
im the 1 that gets stuffed
when my relationships crunch
im not doing good
im not handling it real well
i must be dead
and this is my private hell
am i realy going to die
a lonly old man
when i had the perfect girl
in the palm of my hand


Now i look in the mirror
and i had a good stere
thats when i realised
some 1 come along and woke me up from this nightmare
and i look past my image
and see you standing there
your eyes your smile
and your flowing hair
this is were i was
and were i want to be again
memerys of a real love
i long for again

they say if you love them set them free
but is that the way life is realy ment to be
dwelling on the past
does not help the future
cause life goes on
and its all that we have
pushing love one's away
by keeping demons bottled up
but by finding some one
and open all up
sets your soul free
but surly this is what life is realy ment to be
finding some 1
you can confide in
comeing out of the room
that you chose to hide in
there is some 1 out there for each of us all
some 1 to find your room
and unlock your door
that some 1 will come and set you free
surly this is what life is realy ment to be
now some one came
and help me out
i fell in love
as you can see no dout
she's crazy about me
as im crazy about her
as i took the chance
with out a glance
she freed my soul
and full filled my heart
making me happy
i left my room
leaving behind the darkness
and gloom
feeling the love of another
loveing the warmth of each other
putting the past behind to be free
surly this is what life is realy ment to be

Stolem heart

You stole my heart
you broke my pride
Im left with a empty
Soul to hide
My Emotions are confused
And i dont know what to do
I need help
But im not sorry i fell in love with you
Deep down i realy want you back
And it hurts cause you want no part of that
you said you were crazy about me
And that i cant understand
How can i heal
When im a broken man
It hurts to be judged
By your past not mine
I love you
i could never comit a voilent crime
I channel every thing throught what i write
So what if i ment you throught a swing site
You saw more in me then a one night stand
And that made me one happy amd proud man
I cared for you
And you seemed to care for me
Put you were telling others stuff
You should have told me
I was not to know i invaded your persanol space
I came to your house more
So you wouldn't have to drag your dourghter to my place
Im sorry if i made you sick
Sorry i upset you cause i am weak
Im not sorry for the time i spent with you
Im sorry to think you loved me to
Im sorry i let my emotions run wild
Im sorry no matter what i do
I act like a child
I got these new emotions
And i dont know why
Every day now i look to the sky and cry
Thinkng of your smile when we first ment
And i thought you were a Angle
Heaven Sent

last 1 there were a few more but eh finaly free

I finaly got
What i was looking for
The closure of the
Relationship Door
It Went Bang
Wright in my face
Now My Mind And Heart
Can Be in peace
Time for me to starte
Thinking with my dick
Now all my Emotions
Arn't so thick
I can now move on
And look for new Pussy to lick
I love to go down on a girl
And the sweet satisfaction
of watching her toe's curl
Im pretty good
at dancing in the Sack
And on a pussy i like to mack
Come on girls let my tongue
Between your thighs
Let me bring you to
A Erotic High
A Freashly shaved Pussy
Cant be beat
And as my tongue gets close
I love to feel the heat
Coming from you
With anticipating
Now think about it
Have i got you masturbating

ok 1 more to leave on a happy note

its funny

Its Funny the things
That can melt your heart
My son finaly called me daddy
And that made the tears starte
hanging with him
made every thing else fade away
and its moments like that
i wish that could stay
but time with him is short
and that happyness dont last
but the time i spend with him
realy is a blast
something to look for ward to every week
and its happyness like this i truely seek
cause looking into the eyes
of my baby boy
realy is the best kind of joy
He makes me proud

To be a good dad he makes me strive
he is the only thing to keep me alive
i wanna see him married
with kids of his own
And the storys to tell
when thrie all grown