Pixies Place Forums - I sure have missed this place...

and it has only been just over a week... geez... I am at a friends place tonight.. and figured that the torture of being away had to come to an end... I needed to post... have been wanting to share something with all of you for several days... probably a good thing tho that I had some time to clear my head first... (not to mention sober up).

I hope everyone had a wonderfully fun and sexy halloween!! I know that I did. :) I gathered up enough courage to wear my costume... and I am happy to say that it was a big success.. I felt sexy as hell... and got loads of attention.. which I absorbed like a sponge...

Now.. for some shocking developments...

The halloween party was held at a dear friends house and about 30 people attended... lots of fun... booze... loud DJ... lights... fantasy... oh.. and twister. :) I had a weeeee bit tooo much to drink... but was enjoying myself to no end. Again I was the only single person... but I didn't let that get the best of me.. and was really enjoying myself.....

and then...

one of the guys attending with his wife... well... he was very flirtatious with me... and visa versa... didn't really think much of it.. until he cornered me and put my hand against his hardening crotch (yes outside of the jeans)... from that moment on.. I was doomed... I whispered at that point.. that I didn't think it was a good idea.. he was married... and I walked away...

I am only human... and after 4 1/2 years without.. gosh... my will power was giving me what for. for the following several hours... we would glide by one another a bit closer than we should.... etc... I walked into the house at one point.. sat in the living room alone trying to compose myself... when out of the corner.. I see... him in the bathroom.. light off... door open... he knows I am watching him... he calls me to him... I go.. but only to the door (my will power still hanging on)... he stands there.. within my reach.. pulls out his BEAUTIFUL hard cock.. takes my hand.. and puts my hand against him... I could only handle so much... I bent over... just enough to take his cock in my mouth... two strokes... and then stood again... took a deep breath... reminded him he is married... and that I am not up for an ass kickin.. and walked away... took every ounce of sanity I could muster..

Then.. some time later.. he catches me outside.. leads me to the side of the house... and asks me to suck on his cock... damn.. I so very much wanted to.. but knowing his wife.. and my friends were within shouting distance.. I couldn't.. I walked away.... damn.. I was trying sooo hard to resist...

A while later... he tries to get me to follow him in the house... he and I make eye contact... and I go the other way... sit with friends for all of 30 seconds and then decide to go change my costume... I get my clothes.. take them into the house.. head for the bathroom... I see him near.. and I try to get into the bathroom and shut the door.. and failed to shut it fast enough... as he pushed himself in behind me...

he shuts and locks the door... takes me in his arms... and kisses me with more passion than I have EVER felt in my entire life... my knees literately went weak.. and I sat on the edge of the tub... the perfect height... he reveals his beautiful hard cock to me again... and my resistance is short.. and futile... I tell him no.. that it isn't right... that he has too much to lose and that I do as well... that he has no idea what he has done.. that unleashing me now.. 4 1/2 year without is dangerous... he continues... and I cave... I take his cock into my mouth... complete bliss... deep throating him... a stroke or two.. then stopping.. still fighting myself for control... he wants me... really wants me... he asked to allow him to fuck me... I said no... he wanted to pleasure me... and again I refused... but I couldn't stop the desire of feeling his hot cock... and tasting his sweet lips...

then suddenly...

KNOCK KNOCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOLY SHIT... he jumps in the bathtub and pulls the shower curtain behind him.. I wait 20 seconds and exit.. running into another room to change...

come to find out 2 of my best friends put the pieces together.. and hid to watch me run out of the room... it is an awkward situation that I put them in.. considering he is married... and his wife and him are part of my extended group....

The strangest thing... I don't feel an overwhelming amount of guilt... I know that had I had a condom... i would have continued... that when I told him "another time.. another place"... I meant it... and that the next time I see him... I plan on telling him the following "I can't be part of an affair... but if you ever find yourself come to your senses and leave that bitch of a wife.. .I will rock your world"... and I WILL tell him that....

SIGH

Anyway... I am still without a computer for now.. hope to be back online by the end of the week... no Yahoo at the moment... and only have access to email while at work....HUGS.. miss all of you... Kisses