Forbidden Fruit
 

Do you ever want something, something you know is not at all good for you, but you don't care cause it's all you want?

What's your forbidden fruit?

All the time, all the time...

...and those wants are the reason I know I am a bad person.

wants is wants...it's only bad once someone tells you that it is and that you can't have it...


kind of like movie theater popcorn:p Never wanted it til they said it would kill me:p

I'm not sure it's a forbidden fruit, but...
I wish I had the money to pay the debts off from two years ago once and for all after I was taken to the cleaners financially by someone I made a HUGE mistake in trusting.
Reason 1: It'll finally bring closure to that whole episode
Reason 2: It'll get the banks to leave me the hell alone
Reason 3: It might finally give me a clean credit rating for the future.

I wouldn't say it's a greed thing, I've been craving closure to this episode for the last two years and I seem no closer now than I did then.

Now as far as desiring things I want but can't have, sure, techie gear all the time. Home entertainment center, couple more computers....

I've also had problems since 1993 about being addicted to online chats (not continually, it comes and goes)....
But I know even today there are things I SHOULD do that I don't do or put off doing....
Ironically, networks and computer systems are one of the things I excel in (upgraded the software on a former co-workers laptop over a span of 90 minutes yesterday, voluntarily - and achieved her main goal as well, getting her HP inkjet printer working under Jaguar).

Probably more info than you wanted, Lilith. :P

Dadaist, I can identify with you completely when it comes to that kind of financial situation. No matter how hard I work, there doesn't ever seem to be a way out of it. There are many, many nights and days when I wonder if there is any point in even sticking around any more; there often doesn't seem to be any way out. So depressing and so hard to not feel like a failure. So...believe me...my heart goes out to you.

As far as what I want but I HAVE managed lately to control that desire is my love for chocolate and other rich sweets. Always have had a sweet tooth.

Forbidden Fruit, huh?

Hmmmmmm.....*thinking*

Nope! It's all good to me! In my book.......it's only forbidden (by ME) after I've tried it and think it's yucky! If you say it's forbidden to me.....it makes it all the more bidden....LMAO! Is bidden a word?

You can’t have me Lixy.:mad:

I don’t want you to push me down on your bed. You better not stand up on the bed and walk up my body, straddling me as you move close to my head. And you really are not allowed to start lifting your skirt and sway as you come closer. You definitely should let me see the SILKY, WET, DRIPPY spot as you lower…………….:p




:rolleyes:

Well now!

He's challenged me and I pick up his gauntlet (if that's what you are calling "it" today) and jumps up onto my bed and bounces the mattress as I walk up his sides in my tiny little mini.....all the while revealing my......................

OMG! I got off the subject again! Does the downtown train stop on this side of the track?

hmmmm... nothing tastes as sweet as what is forbidden.. whether that be a fruit... or a person... or anything else...

Oh you are SO right!!!! :p:p