I'm In Love With My Lover
 

Oh well... i know its a no string attached thingy! But.. emotional over-ruled... *sighz*

Everyday i would wait for his call... His sms... whenever he is not online... i know... i know he is wif his gf...

it really upset mi...

what am i suppose to do?

It has been my experience that deep down you know if......
1) It's too late to try to stop how you feel?
2) He feels at all the same?
3) You are gonna wind up hurt?

Unless the answers to 1 & 2 match then 3 is inevitable. But remember sometimes pain is good for you. Helps you grow.

You know it's not going well. Cut your losses and find someone unattached.

i know.... im currently @ my recovering stage! i know i will survive!
perhaps i'll meet someone when sch starts in july?
:)
thanks ya!

its never too late fer anithing......

im really unsure abt him....

but esp last week when he knew i was emotional unstable.. he actually drove down to my place...

he gives mi tt love and hate feeling...

I just went through sort of the same thing. I am in the recovery stage too and starting to feel better after a relationship of almost three years. It sucks when you realize you are in it alone and the other person doesn't care like you do. In my case I cared too much for my own good. Everyday I was feeling like I was being shut down and not cared about and that gets tiresome after awhile. You need to care about yourself, sit back and assess the situation and think about what you are really looking for. Eventually, either your relationship will change for the better or you will get to the point of saying no and you can't settle for this anymore and just move on. Remember what they say when one door closes another opens especially when you leat expect it. I know it's very hard because you can't help your feelings and if you have strong emotional feelings for this person it makes things rough because all your thinking about is how you are feeling but if it is only one sided and the feelings aren't being returned then you have to care more about yourself. I wish you lots of luck.

what a guy really wans from a gal?