Summer -- we want to see those replies! :D

Stupid thing I do ~ goof off when I should be w-o-r-k-i-n-g

drink

I attempt to help a customer with no computer skills navigate a Web site.

stay up too late

Hit my golf ball in the fucking woods.

:mad:

Drop big messy things from tall enough heights that the shit basically splatters all over the place.

trip on the same stair coming up from my basement

try to think before coffee

Although I know otherwise and fully realize how unwise it is to expect even a small portion of the joy that once was, still the stupidest thing I do on a regular basis is get the hell up every morning and walk into another dismal day.

Ya, I'm very depressed now guys. At the risk if being branded resident Pixies nut case (although that label has no doubt already been applied), I shouldn't but will share that things in my life have gone downhill since my stupid *said with a snide and mocking tone* "Thank You I'll Stay" post.
Have any of you ever found youself regretting a life path you ought to have taken thirty years ago? I hope to shit you never do. It sucks. A direction I ought to have taken thirty years ago, that is, being gay and living with a transexual, has climbed up out it's burial I gave it in the darkest hole I could find within my pathetic self thirty years ago. Some monsters never die; they just get very angry at having been buried alive.

Why am I saying this here? Don't I have friends to talk to? My one friend is someone I met here a month or two ago. No, I have isolated myself away in the woods and in a normal life hoping my deamons couldn't find me.

You all have been so kind and helpful in the past. Please, if it is not asking too much--although I think it is--could someone please write something to me? I am so confused, and daily asking myself if this is the nervous breakdown I always suspected was less than a week away. Much to my dismay, it seems that being nearly 53 has nothing to do with thinking clearly, or with just wanting to be a little boy crying in the corner. I hate myself for being this way, but it is what is.

Am I glad I hung around Pixies? Yes. Thank you in advance. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

SHUT UP LARRY!

Larry, you know you shouldn't shut up. We're a supportive bunch & perhaps you should post a thread asking for advice? (Just a thought)

I agree with Steph......right now do you have any idea how much some of us need to feel supportive of someone?

stupid things I do??? pffffft too many to count

I hereby open the Let's All Support Larry club. You can kick youself in the but later for having supported a fool that just crashed and burned his whole damn life away.

I'm sorry. That was bad to say. You are so sweet. I believe I know I need to leave my marriage and live the life I should have been living all along, but I don't think I am able to do that. Options: 1) drug myself until I die, 2) kill myself now. You and Stef are right. I will post a request for advice.

I'm not sure I understand what you mean by "...do you have any idea how much some of us need to feel supportive of someone?" Do you mean that some of us (you) need to feel supportive of someone else or need to feel support from someone else?

I love you sooooo much, and I am so happy that you care about me.

check your PMs please

She means she's uber helpful, Larry :D

Your life hasn't been burned away. It might be now that you're brave enough to face the truth.

some days......