Sorry :( ((hugs))

Aww no need to be sorry hun....i just want the damn thing healed *L*....nipple or no nipple

I'm at peace with it

((Lilith))

Alasse, I'm impressed with your ability to accept and cope. I hope this next surgery goes well and your recovery is swift.

Thanx hun *hugz*

(((Alassë)))

Get Well soon!!!!!

*hugz* Thank you rabbit

damnit bill! you weren't supposed to die!

i am sorry Sharni ((((((Sharni and "Bob")))))) at least Bob is hanging around, eh?

I'll be thinking about ya and prayin' for ya!

Awww sorry to hear that Alasse............so how about having Bill's going away party Sat nite in chat? :D

Thanx Lizz *hugz*

*LOL* ((Soda)) sounds like a plan :D

Hmmm so it would be this time but on Sunday for you right? May I send out an invite?

My prayers are with you Alasse.

I'm so sorry about Bill......he gave it his all, brave and proud.
Prayers and healing thoughts go out to the rest of your boobie.

HEAL dammit! :p

But seriously, good luck at the hospital Sharni. I hope you aren't in discomfort until then.....can you say "PAIN MEDS"?? I thought you could. LOL

Soda ~ Sounds good....just let me now, in my time zone *LOL*, when it will be (PF should be able to convert :D )

jbh3 ~ Thank you kindly

RandyGal ~ No pain really....though the boob is irritated from having to change the dressings 2-4 times/day....the nipple doesnt hurt at all...and as long as i dont bang the area around it alls good *LOL*
The bloody discharge from the would is giving me the major shits though *L*...i just want it to heal so i can get on with my life

Alasse, sorry to hear about Bill ... hadn't checked in on this thread for a few days and didn't realize ... glad they are going to get everything healing again, but sorry at Bill's demise! Sending hugs from my corner of the world to your's!!! (((((Alasse)))))

I feel bad for Bill. He's not going to be attached to a great person anymore.

((((Bill)))



And hugs for Alassë as well.

Alasse, Sorry for your loss of Bill, and hope the surgery goes well and you heal soon

(((((Alassë))))))

Sorry to hear about 'Bill'. :(

((((((Fzzy, WI, moose, Aqua)))))

Apparently i have an abcess in that breast....that is, they believe what is causing the huge amount of seepage

Changing the dressing this morning was interesting....there is raw flesh coming out from the edges of the dead nipple.....i'm just hoping it can make it to Tuesday....cause i swear i'll freak if it drops off on me at home *LOL*

The breast is damn sore and sensitive too now...plus still got major seepage

Roll on Tuesday!!

Do they tell you to use heat or cold or anything? Are you running a low grade fever?

Nope no fever as far as i know.....they never mentioned anything about hot or cold

If it keeps degrading at the rate it is...i honestly dread to think what it will be like by Tuesday

Oh and just to top the week off i get my period on Thursday *LOL*....so boobs are probably sore from that......fuck i tell ya....if it rains it pours!

But then better to get em this week....at least they should be gone by Tuesday...well they better be *LOL*

(((((Sharni)))))

I am sorry to hear about Bill...and even sorrier that this means operation #2 and even more healing time for you. :(

Sending best wishes your way.....

It seems the situation hasn’t improved and Sharni has been readmitted to the hospital. :(

2nd Op
 

Round 2 Going under

I'm feeling a bit apprehensive going into the op

Heading down to the theatre from my floor, we had to use an elevator, anyway while we were waiting for it to arrive, i was looking around nervous and bored outta my nut, when i noticed the sign on the elevator doors

NOT FOR PUB IC USE

*snort* I started to laugh, did ease my tension a bit *LOL* Someone had too much time on their hands, they'd stood there and pulled the 'L' off the doors *snort*

Still smirking to myself, in we all went. I hate elevators eh. So with tense muscles even tenser i wait out the ride.

Getting off i breathe a small sigh of relief, I'd have kissed the ground but i figured they might well wheel me to the dementure ward instead *LOL*

Wheeled into the little prep room they ask all the Q's and crap. Then the theatre doors open and in i go.

I had to get onto the theatre table myself, then they proceeded to scrurry around doing their thing.

The anaethetist picked up the drip line, and i sorta watched the BIG needle of 'jungle juice' as he called it, disappear into the line

It's the oddest feeling eh. My eyes were getting heavy and everything seemed to be floating away, then hello dream land

Round 2 Coming out

I woke up better, no morphine (fucking evil shit). I'm on pethadine this time, good stuff *LOL*

YAY FOR SPEW FREE!!!!

Not really painful either, Just a bit tender, and after all this boob has been through....i'm not suprised.

((((Sharni)))) ~~ Glad to have you back !! Safe and sound.

YAY to see ya back and posting! we missed you

YAY.. Its great to see you back

Welcome home

((((Sharni))))

The bug/s is not to be so easily dismissed though!!!

You would think a week of 4 hourly antibiotics into the drip line (of which i had 4 of before the picc line was put in) and it still has a hold

Back to the theatre again ...third time lucky!

The current picc line is failing, my arm is swollen and fucking painful.....so they will remove it (unfortunately it had to come out before i went to surgery...so yet another fucking hole in me....feel like a pin cushion i tell ya.....12 holes at last count) An interesting story to getting that put in too *LOL*....but it might freak ya so i'll just keep that to meself

They are putting in a central line this time....hopefully will last a bit longer

never mind the elevator! :mad:

The sweetness!!! Did they get any of the sweetness I ordered in ya? :confused:


(gawd! with all that plumbing ya'd hope so) :rolleyes:

3rd op
 

3rd Op Going under

I was terrified this time...anyone coming near me gets...'are ya gonna hurt me?'

I'd had that many needles poked at me, trying to get blood, putting drips in, i'd had enough....my body had had enough....my veins were in hiding and if found collapsed and just refused to play the game anymore.....thats why i got the picc line....but it ultimately failed....so onto the next....the central line was to be put in....hopefully in theatre so i would be blissfully unaware *sigh*

Anyway....again i'm wheeled to the theatre...noting they havent yet fixed the PUB IC USE sign *LOL*

I get wheeled into the waiting area....the anaethetist introduces himself and tells me he's gotta put a drip in to give me the knocker outer stuff....i swear i had tears and was so freaking tense i thought i'd snap.... He was sooooo damn good, i hardly felt it and i told him he's now my hero!...He also said that he would put the central line in while i was under....i told him he was definately my official hero!

He then proceeded to knock me out *LOL*

3rd Op Coming Out

Came out good again...though apparently i was extremely humorous so Bilbo keeps telling me....i cant remember dammit....but i can vaguely recall people laughing at me!

They took the pethadine off when the picc line failed and gave me a slow release patch....welcome to the world of cant stay awake and when i do my head feels like its gonna explode mingled with i'm gonna SPEW.....well fuck the patch....i ripped it off and handed it back saying i dont want that anymore, it now belongs with morphine...both of em are evil fuckers!

Anyway hopefully all is good this time....just gotta wait and see

I don't do sweetness!

My mom had pain patches perscribed and had the same experience...she would get really sleepy, and also very nauseous. Dr said something about the dosage perhaps being too high...but it's not like oyu can adjust the dose in a damn patch.

((((Alasse))))

Sharni, has the doc shown you his new Mercedes yet?








Pssst. Glad your home.

it's so good to see you!!!

I told you PF that is what has been causing all the problems. It not an infection it's Alassë body reject the sweetness you have had them adding now lets just hope they got it all out.

Central line
 

Lovely! They did a great job! But hey they had great material to work with ;)