well my mom smokes and will always smoke, theres nothing that anyone can do to change that. So the fact that my wife smokes also isn't that much of a biggy. My mom smokes lights and ultra lights and shit but my wife smokes yummy yummy marlboros so they are kinda tempting, just the sight of it is as bad as anything. I gotta stop talking about it, I'm starting to want a cig and I'm drunk enough I'd probably let myself if I got real tempted. Anyway, it's a never ending battle but for me, nuthing makes it easier and everything makes it at least a little harder.

I'll quit, I'm sure of it, just takes a little time to test myself. hopefully I can do it.