All very understandable, & just part of your being what you referred to as an "ethical slut" in a previous thread. All the replies seem to be, "go for it, but CYA" in some varition, & it sounds like that's where your heart is leading you. Maybe you should tell your new friend (if you haven't already) about your fears of going too far, as the director she should know how to deal with the possibilites...never done any acting myself (closest might be performing as a musician), but from what I hear from those that do, you will probably be so absorbed in getting your performance right that losing control of your sexual nature would be the fartherest thing from your mind.

follow up
 

OK, so far everything seems ok and legitimate.

We are tentatively scheduled to shoot my part the weekend of August 11.

I am awaiting my copy of the script, and the contract. If I like it, I sign, send the contract back.

Perfect, now my hands are shaking. And I'm turned on.

My definition of conflicted....

WW

Would you smack me if I asked for a handjob right now? ;)

only if
 

...I get a nice hot spanking afterwards.


WW

WW...I don't have much to add to the already excellent advice so I'll just say that whatever you decide I wish you the best!

*hugs*

I just wish I could be there for the shooting...

It would be more than enough for me to stand at the sidelines in the back and watch!

I'm sure we can put that in our contract somewhere...let's do lunch...

nervousness
 

OK, I read my part, and found it to be a VERY sexy scene. I mean yes it was a turn on, but actually made me blush a bit.
But it really was pretty tasteful and real, as in it was believable, and seemed to be important to the story, which made the difference.
I have signed, and am scheduled for the weekend of the 11th.

OMG

WW

She's ready for her close-up, Ms. Demille;)

...and a star is porn...I mean born...

OK, just to say it AGAIN.
This is NOT PORN.
I am sure there are communities where it might be considered Porn, places were they don't allow Playboy and it's ilk to be sold. But nothing I read was beyond what you would see on HBO, Cinemax, or Showtime.
Hon, I spent a huge amount of time considering whether or not to do this, and let's be real, I don't often solicit advice here in Pixies.
But part of me really wants to know if I can do this, and do it well.
It feels a lot like when I was young and sexually inexperienced. The same thoughts "will I do it right, will I be any good, will he (they, in this case) like me" are streaming through my mind.
And besides, it feeds my ego. I think I need that, because now when I look in the mirror, I can see that I am not even close to being a teen anymore.

(((scotz)))

WW

I'm sure all will be fine as long as any and all your concerns are addressed in the contract I can't add much more than what was already said.... Oh can I do lunch with the happy ending with you and Scott lol just kidding

I knew that...

but the pun was just sitting there, wagging its tail, waiting for me to pick it up, & make it my own...





I couldn't resist.

I know hon. I also know you COULD have resisted, but didn't, and that's why I adore you...
:loveyou:


The big day is postponed for at least a week.

:boobs:

And I had my nipples rouged. (not! they are quite red enough already!)

WW

Tomorrow.

I leave for Austin at 7AM.

(just did a little work on my tan too)

I am sooo fucking nervous.

(I meant that as a pun, but there isn't any fucking (by me, anyway) in the movie. Now I do get to see the director afterwards)

WW