I have had several momentous events that shape me really

when I was raped at 16 it sent me inside myself for years I never was given any counselling

when I came to in hospital after attempting suicide and got the help I so badly needed.

the birth of my children for sure

the decision to leave my barren marriage


and the latest My relationship with curvy, I doubt it will be a speedhump in the road of life but time will tell

(((((((((Everyone))))))))))

Geezzzzzzz! I love you guys!

((((((Jenna))))))) I have to direct this to you because after I posted my story I had to get offline.....but I almost ALWAYS have another idea to add and I usually edit my stuff about 4 times before I am satisfied. I couldn't edit my contribution and I'm glad, now, that I couldn't since reading your story. I don't think you would have told us the whole story if I had of fixed mine to read how I wanted it to.

Ya see........what I'm trying to say is...........my mother's name was Caroline (and my younger sister's is as well)....and after I shut down my puter, I was going over in my head what I had posted and I got to thinking that I should have told you all that. But, there are reasons for everything and I think that had I said that here, you might never have posted your reply as you did. And, I can understand why the name "Caroline" is so heart wrenching for you.....but I hope that now that you know my mother's name, you might be able to hear it and not have such a negative reaction.

Ironic, huh?

((((Lixy))))) thank you... and you are right, I probably would have left that out had I known... very ironic... how just a word.. or a name brings up so very different emotion...