You are like the Goddess Kali. Kali is the Goddess of time and of the transformation of death. People use Kali for many purposes the good and the bad. Kali's blackness symbolizes her all-embracing, comprehensive nature, because black is the color in which all other colors merge; black absorbs and dissolves them. Which Kali has the power of doing. Like her, you do the same. You have a stong intensity between the two (good and bad) You can go beyond all quality and form or go all against it.