I think that many of us have fantasies which are potentially uncomfortable if we sit down and disect them and what they mean.. but hell in fantasies it's all game :D

I think the idea of non-consentual sex is rather appealing. I mean rape scares the shit out of me, but as long as I don't get hurt then I don't think there's a problem with it. I'm not saying that if it ever does happen I won't be completely mentally unstable...cuz I probably would end up being...I'm saying that if it was my bf who did it then I think it would be great. In all honesty I've tried to get him to do it before...but he's a little slow when it comes to stuff like that. and he can't say it isn't cuz I can tell more than a few stories. And I know he's reading this because he posts here too. ^.^ Now isn't that what you call a fun relationship? But I'm getting off topic. I don't think your sick Lil. I'm sure many people think about it and just don't want to say anything for fear of what others might think. I've said my piece so now I'll go and find another board to rant on :D