Excellent comments loulabelle. It's funny to read this today because last night I took matters into my own hands and let loose a bit by giving him a blow job - a rarity. I love to do it, I just always feel uncomfortable. Well we had a great time and now like you said I'm hoping it'll make him crave the next time. We'll see what happens, but in any case during those times of the month when I'm really in the mood I'm not going to hold back. With any luck I won't get shot down so much that I get discouraged or have an unwilling partner which doesn't do much for making me feel sexy. Luckily we do watch porn together so that helps. He seems to need it, probably because he's not having the sort of sex he wants. Looking foward to changing that.

To Jjack1350 - My new appreciate for sex was brought on by hormones I guess. The older I got the more interested I was and the more days I had where my desire for sex was over the top, not to be ignored. Age also allowed me to accept that it's OK for me to want and fully enjoy sex - just to be sexual in general. Why do you ask?