Awww hon, it'll be ok.

You registered here on my birthday so that's a good sign.

Let me tell you a true story.

2 months ago I was the owner of a nice little website...a group of 120-150 regular posters/members. We EVEN went so far as to hold meets where we'd go to a theme park and meet some of our online friends.

Well, to make a VERY long story short, my place exploded and out of all those people I considered my friends, I have two of them left.....and we are trying to make heads or tails out of what is left of our friendship.

I know where you are and you you are feeling. I cared very much for the people I got to know...and some of us had been friends for many years online and off.

Anyway, there IS hope and there ARE people out there who care about you.

Chin up and talk all you want. It seems like a friendly caring bunch of people here.