I'm sorry to hear about your grandmother passing, but am glad to hear that it was a catalyst for you. I'm sure she would be quite pleased with what you've done.

And I'm glad to hear that you're happy.

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Though I am different from you,
We were born involved in one another.

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

Complete surrender should not just come at moments in which one faces overwhelming odds, but in the calm when it seems one is personally in complete control of one's life.