I think everyone has those moments where their mind just wanders back to a certian person or place. Its human nature to question things, and when you mix that with booze it's a sure spell for confusion. I guess what I'm trying to say is yeah I've had times where I look back to the guys I've dated and say, " Wonder what it would be like now?" But I just have to stop and look at my situation now (along with theirs) and have my little thank goodness that didn't work moment. But yeah I do get those times where it hits me out of nowhere, like I'll hear their name or even see a car like theirs.

Hope I got the point you were trying for that time.

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