My uncle died last week. Been dealing with the fallout the past few days. Finally found out that there's not going to be any memorial service or anything like that. Kind of a relief, actually not having to deal with my dysfunctional family. Kicker is, though, long about a week ago, I got a hankering to call him up, see how he was getting along. Instead of doing this, I let myself get distracted by all the other shit going on in my life.

So, now I'm just kind of in the staring at the wall phase.

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