You already have the upper hand in so much as you recognize, admit and are dealing with something you know is messing with your mind and emotions. That said, you know any major decisions now are not going to be true or accurate. The issues you are dealing with is an important one that deals with not only your future, but someone else's too. Therefore it has to be right.

You first will have to devote all your attention to dealing with the chemicals that are stifling your judgment. If he is what you believe him to be and what you want, he'll stand by and be there when you both can deal with undistorted facts and the contradicting emotions that make up humans.

That's a big enough challenge in itself. I am well aware plotting logic is very different than applying it, but it does give you a direction.

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