It made a lot of sense.

Basically, you're new to this whole poly thing, and unsure about what it means for you, and how to deal with it and all that.

In dealing with a polyamorous relationship, communication with the people concerned is even more important than in a monoamorous relationship. Since you've been doing that, the best advice I have for you is to continue what you've been doing. That's the only way you're going to find out whether the whole issue of polyamory is for you, and if it is, whether or not *this* particular poly relationship is for you.

Way to go.

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