If by “nervous”, do you mean this is pretty much your focused thought and all your senses “have their ears up and twitching” as you get ever bit of information about a new thing that is important? Sounds like a very good thing. You want to be nervous.

Your future plans sound like some with definite intent. You already seem to be aware it’s going to be a long climb. If the top of the hill is just something you’re passing by, don’t be nervous. This next job will be something neat to enter in your walking journal and you won’t get close enough for anything to really hurt you. Forget about it. Kick back and relax.

If it’s truly a mission to take that hill, be nervous. As you work your way toward the goal, each step will be over un-trod dirt where you have to pay attention to each foothold. Being sure each step is onto something solid means you’re paying attention that it one closer to the top. Good luck and be nervous. It’s good for you.

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