Nakedness

[RandyGal]

She wears her anguish like a coat
It brings no warmth to her chilled figure
She's never certain that tomorrow will come
And she sees no value in it's anticipation

Her mind plays futile games and battles of will
Her lifeless form incomplete and without features
Her wounds cry and leave her breathless
Her naked soul weeps the moment it's filled

Kind words bring her back just as they always do
Words that attempt to melt her frozen flesh
Not sure she wants to move forward
Not seeing that she has a choice she steps into the abyss




about me
by me
for all

[Sugarsprinkles]

Excellent, RandyGal!! Beautiful, yet incredibly sad. I'm sorry for the pain that must have inspired this, but very grateful that you shared it with us. Thank you so much!!
And I look forward to more of your writing.
{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}


Sugarsprinkles

[fzzy]

Brava RandyGal!!!! Great poem from a wonderful woman!! Glad you took THAT step!!!

[RandyGal]

Nyehhhhhhhhhh got lots more where that came from! LOL

Just don't like to visit that place very often..but thanks for the compliments. :)



Another one wants to come out but I'm holding it back with a cork!!!! LOL LOL

[Lilith]

Beautiful RG.....More please.

[RandyGal]

I broke again
Something inside me broke
Thoughts
Feelings
Sensations
Expressions
Desires


All poured out on the ground in a mass of confusion
I need to be careful as I wade thru this powerful slush
Don't want to crush a single one with my insensitive feet
Sometimes it's so loud in here
Thoughts
Feelings
Sensations
Expressions
Desires

How to pack them away again
How to keep them inside me next time I break
I keep patching the cracks with heavy concrete
Might just as well have used a candy coating
The licking of your sweet words disolving it away
Not much can hold back these screaming
Thoughts
Feelings
Sensations
Expressions
Desires



I talk too much

[fzzy]

Never too much talking from you!!!! serious or humorous -- you're the tops, you're the cat's pajama's .... (oops singing again) ... all those phrases say it well ... you're the best!!! Fzzy

[RandyGal]

Well I never!!





I've NEVER seen a cat wear pajamas, have you? :D


Itsy bitsy teensy tiny footed jammies I'm sure.

[kleclere]

Those are beautiful. But was thinking how such a beautiful person could be so sad? Where do they put their tail out in the pajamas?

[RandyGal]

Where do they put the tail out in the pajamas?


Well, the one time we put our cat in these cute little pants..........


OMG!

CAT ABUSE! I just know you'll turn me in for cat abuse if I go on with this story! LOL

[kleclere]

I don't know if you would abuse a pussy. LOL

[RandyGal]

Ohhhhh it could happen.

Tangled hair, raw bits from too much rubbing.....pussy abuse happens all too often I'm afraid.


My CAT! I'm talking about my KITTY cat...





maybe. :)

[kleclere]

I was thinking not until you get new batteries. Love

[RandyGal]

I've been robbing ALL the small appliances throughout the house these past few days......so thanks for the reminder. :D




You did see my ode to a vibe didn't you? Wrote it a few weeks ago. :)

[RandyGal]

I'll copy it here to make it easier for ya kleclere. :)



I feel devastation,
My depression is so deep,
It feels so cold,
And it no longer satisfies,
Please, God, why???
It's just a shell,
No longer providing,
My sadness overwhelms me,
I want to cry.


I don't understand,
I am consumed,
My body aches,
To feel you,
To use,
Why did it happen?
Please, why?
My vibrator's broken,
The poor thing just died.



Ode To A Vibe

[kleclere]

You need to fine sometime that doesn't run on batteries to do the job!!!